I dont want to sit in a gray bathroom
Against a wall with words in sharpie,
Of all the things they say to the people,
Who secretly have to go to therapy.
I want to say with pride I’ll make it,
Hear the hate and won’t mistake it.
I want to breathe and not shake
When they point out my biggest mistake.
So please don’t you underdstand.
I am whoever you say I am.
But that doesn’t mean you dont really know me.
Fuck bowie high school.
Fuck you giving me a “breaking bad” award on senior breakfast.
Fuck you for reminding me of how much I don’t belong.
Fuck you for making it obvious to the teachers and the students.
Fuck you because I’m honestly struggling.
Fuck you because Im scared to go to school tomorrow.
Fuck you, as if I’m not already ashamed.
Fuck you for thinking this wouldn’t effect me in the end.